Wednesday, May 20, 2009

POKER FACE


我在哭着
i am crying
心却笑着
my heart was laughing
那是我的演技
thats is my acting skills


我在笑着
i am smiling
心却哭着
my heart was crying heartache-ly
那是我强忍了
that is bacause i try my best standing tough
我顶端的演技
thats my top acting skills


我爱着你的同时
when im loving u in the same time
我也爱上了他
i fall in love with him as well
那是花心,你最讨厌的
that is unfaithful, u hate it most


你有着我的同时
when you are still having me
却不爱了
but u doesnt love me as before
你却多了个她
u were having her beside u
那是我造成的
that is what u say, causes by me


我爱你
i love u
心却恨你
my heart hate u to the deepest in my heart
那是因为我太爱你了
that is because im so in love with u


我恨你
i hate u
心却很爱你
but my heart love u to the deepest
那是我武装的我
that is because i wrap myself tide as a warrior prevent getting hurt


我说爱你
i said i love u
但我不爱
but i dont love
我在利用你
im taking advantage of u


我说恨你
i said i hate u
但我爱你
but i love u
我在自卫
i am self protecting


我想你
i miss you
我不说
i dont said it


我想你
i miss you
我骗你
i lied to u


你爱我
you love me
却在伤我
but u are hurting me in the same time


我爱你
i love u
却在自虐
but im actually autosadism


我不是我
i aint who i am
我又是谁?
but who can i be?


你是你
if u are u
从前那个又是谁?
then who are the ones that in my past?


分不清
unable to differentiate
清,不分
clarity, doenst need to be seperate


不愿分
doesnt hope to differenciate
分,愿不
seperate, hopefully not

1 comment:

shyuan said...

hmm....cheer up dear..
im in the same condition now><