Oh shit! Car Magazine shoot on Friday~

I've been living in my love life happily and compare to the working days, i ate much more now compare to the previous.
This is why shit now!
I've been selected for Extreme Car Magazine shoot and the date was this Friday!!!
Now is already Wednesday midnight which means it's already Thursday!

I gain weight ok! Now what? Loose weight la~
But how? In 1 day time?
I need comment please.
A lots comment i need.

I just need to loose 1kg to look better.

How to loose 1kg in 1 day time???
Appreciate your feedback billion trillions time.
Mwah~

You Can Be a Sweet Dream Or a Nightmare

When you smile to me, you let me know how much i meant to you;
When you kiss my forehead telling me i like your smell, you makes me feel that i belong to you;
When you hold my hand tight, it let me feels like you were protecting me like a baby.
All of these little single incident, paint up every single dreams i had into sweet dreams.

I love the way you tease me.
I love you hug me tight from in front and behind, i feel secure and there's nothing to be afraid of.
I love your body with Dettol smell.
I love the way you rub your nose on mine adding up with the smilingly round eyes.
I love you feed me when i got no appetite.
I love you understand what my eyes trying to tell.
I love the way you handle my emo period.
I love...ALL OF YOU~

I appreciate...All you did for me.

There is a day, i had a nightmare. In that dream, i was driving and suddenly a car spinning in front of me and there he knock me. That moment, i still remembered till now. I was wishing to wake up ASAP but i can't. I turned my face to another side (guess I'm too afraid being ugly causing by the scars) and i got knock down stuck inside the car. I crawled out even though how suffer i felt at that moment, they send me to the hospital. When you are dreaming, you always thought it was real, you just couldn't differentiate it. I get coma and struggling not to be dead shouting his name inside the heart. I never know that he is that important to me until i woke up from that dream. I lying on the bed for few minutes to recall back what happen and why. I guess there is the only answer i can get. He bump in my life without any notice.

This is not a sad case but i can't say that's a happy case though. That's a warning! I step in to it too deep and fast. I get afraid...afraid things will get expire. You know, when the food i bought is expired i never threw it, don't know why but my mum did for me all this while. I hate wasting my time, past, now and future. I scare when i used to a guy, he left, and i have to used to be all by myself again until a guy bump in and i have to used to another him again, understand him again...recycle again and again. Oh gosh~aren't that wasting life? (but i understand there's no such thing come in shortcut) Maybe because i hate repeating the same thing and Sun knows that, that's why he never asked me same question in twice besides "Do you love/ miss me?"

Every single morning he woke me up with his sweet voice.
Every noon he remind me to take my lunch .
Every break time he call me or text me just to help me kill my time.
Every night he will lullaby me and join my dream.
And this is repeating in every single day, only this...i hope its gonna repeat and repeat...EVERYDAY.

Therefore...my sweet dream will only last.

The sweetest the dream is, the horrible the nightmare gonna be.

Silent Love

We actually planned to watch Phobia 2 but people should learn to be flexible right? Instead of waiting it to show after few hours why not just select the opportunity choice that are available? That's why we go for another Thai movie.

RAGING PHOENIX

Story line is about a girl that suppose to be a band drummer get kick off cause by the flower heart bf. Then she nearly get kidnapped by the gang who did crime like selling organs and transform women tears into sex addicted perfume. She is one of them that have valuable tears...but a guy save her out.

The guy lost her wife in the day they get married and the guy did know that his wife were also kidnapped by them, they used this gal as a bait. Trained her with drunken kung fu crossover with Hip Hop Break dance. Sounds great? Watcha waiting for? And of course for people who don't love fighting actions movie, this is not what you seek for.
I named her pretty...in another kind of pretty that not every gal has.

AYI, the movie is all real fight in scene and no replacement for dangerous stunt. Believe me, it will impress you.


Agree with what i mention? A different kind of pretty.

She's wild, cool, boyish, cute, innocent...

We manage to went in the cinema earlier even though after buying junks and shopping before the movie.

While watching the movie, I'm impress with the stunts they had because some of them are combination of dance and Muay Thai. I love dance and i hope to protect myself with it....so end up, i Whee-Whee-Wah-Wah in the cinema. Luckily we get a side couple seat if not, i will be getting many pairs of eyes staring at me after the movie.

"Will you be like that in the future?" Bubu

"I hope so...why?" Me

"I'm afraid that you might be learning it to...." Bubu

Owh~he's coward! But honestly, i hope there is someone to fight with me. Raise your hands up now!!!

No one...okay!

One thing i felt touch + sweet is...Bubu hand get paralyse during movie-ing but he never told me or even moved his hand to more comfortable place. I lying on his hand from the beginning to the end of the movie because its raining outside and so freaking cold inside the cinema.

Hello! Its 1 and a half hour more but he just shut up there besides opening his mouth wide (he get stunt by the move), laughing (jokes) or talking with me. But he should blame himself for not bringing any sweater for me.
Heeee~I love you Bu!

Its DINNER TIME! What's next?!

Bubu took my family out for dinner instead just both of us.

I was surprised by him because after the movie...
" Bii, call mummy now ask whether she wanna out for dinner later anot." Bubu

"Joining us?" Me

"If not...?" Bubu

-i was smiling sweetly at that moment-

I don't know why, it really meant a lot to me if the guy ajak my mum automatically but not what i purposely plan for it. Bubu did kept his commitment to me, I'm glad to have him as now and future if possible.

This is what I've told Bubu earlier, relationship is not just about you and me, but it involve both of our families member. For me, what he did its a promised that telling my parents indirectly that he will take good care of me. Don't you guys agree that relationship that involve with family member will be more stable? In don't know what fact, it works on mine.

We heading to my favourite place that served awesome BUTTER MILK (soup).
Well, the place is gross and dirty and pack with tables and customer but food is awesome. That's why no matter how the place may look like, people are still queuing for food over there.

Its located just opposite PUDU PLAZA, PUDU. In front of 7-11. Its not a shop, just a stall beside the road.

Great angle create a perfect him He should thank me by now.

Owh~that innocent look often makes me stop angry him even how piss am I when he blinked that eye.

Now you can judge how "great" is the environment here and decide to eat it or leave it.

Bought him new earrings. In loved with this once i saw it.
Plastic VS Wood

Now here's the food serving HOT!!!

Sizzling Fish serve in Hot & Sour Sauce

My Faaaaaaavourite!

Butter Milk in Soup Style

I used to pour the whole soup on my rice and AYI this is one of the dishes that can make me EAT RICE.

IDK what it called but we named it 树苗叶 in Chinese.

Bubu Faaaaavooooourite!
Bitter gourd fried Mix Meat

Well, a little info for you about the pricing. Total up was Rm 62.

Aren't it's cheap and nice? (besides the environment)

Dinner at Kissaten

After the MISS CLEAN START contest. Me and Bubu went for dinner to celebrate. Hmnnn~perhaps we should say that we are craving for food seriously and im about time to sumbit my food review. So no matter how, the dinner must be on!

AYI, KISSATEN is located at Jaya One Palm Square Wai Sek Gai 1st floor.

One thing i like about the restaurant is the ambiance is great, food never disappoint you and price range is in affordable by major.

Need more details?

http://kissaten-means-cafe.blogspot.com/

Feeling good now? Besides great food, they do serve varieties of beer and liquor as well. From German to Japan and bla...don't really know it because i don't drink often. But Bubu said it was cheap to drink there. So why not to drink here instead of paying more at the club but cant even talk softly. Maybe, guys are looking for different thing like gals, they look for hot Chic's as well.

We choose to dine in indoor because out there is surrounding by smokers. I don't feel that get choked there. Happy announcement that...Bubu promised to cut down smoking. Surprisingly right? He never look like a smoker to me. Besides club, he will never smoke, this is what he promised me.

Drink of the day---Cucumber Lychee

Taste refreshing after drinking it, is not only juice but came with FIBER PUREE (liquid mashed with vege) that you can really taste it. Some might feel disgusting if they don't love vegetables.

Teppan Wafu Burger Steak

New word to you? Well, Wafu translate to Chinese name 和风. By the combination of western and Japanese style. There's a different experience of eating steak. This is not beef but pork. Pork are been blend to small tiny pieces and put it together again to pan fried. With the preparation, it makes the texture of the pork tender and easier to absorb.

Sauce they serve is kinda salty, if not mistaken it suppose to be radish sauce.

Stuffed Gyoza Wings

How stuff? I was wondering once i saw the name.

Great! Now i discover a new thing! U thought it was wrap by some flour and fried? No, it isnt!

There are still chicken skin and meat in the outer layer and inner layer is what the called Gyoza filings. Served with something similar with BBQ sauce.

Teriyaki Chicken Pizza

Bubu and I was attract by the eggyolk that shown in the menu. So we were actually kinda hard to choose either Char Siew Pizza or this. End up, this is our selection. Char Siew...I'm gonna get you at next time.

"This is even greater than Pizza Hut's pizza." said by Bubu

The dough is thin enough for people who easily get greasy after having something cheesy or starch overload. Most amazing is, after it is cold, you still can eat it and not feeling its sucks.

We don't really know how to eat with the egg, so i spread it on top of the pizza and half of the yolk is directly in my tummy.

Texture of the filling is creamy but you will never felt that is too cheesy and greasy. Some watery combination with the dry dough and seaweed.

This is what they called JAPANESE CROSSOVER ITALIAN.

EmmHmph~slurp~~~

It is so yummy that i could probably blog half of the pages with this.

Bubu never love vegetables in green color. So i guess...this is really tasty that he could finished it if i dint grab i back from him.

What's make you think of when you saw 2 straw in a glass?

A. No money for extra glass of drink

B. Wanna have more food instead of drinks

C. Couple style

D. Others

feel free to let me know yeah =)

Instead of fighting over a drink, perhaps we should share.

Happy with his food. LOL~

Love that shines through the heart. Opps~i mean my pendant. Ha-Hah!

"Lets have this" Bubu

"I thought Someone don't like cake?" me

"Nah~this is different, its pudding la bii" Bubu

What i feel at that moment?

+.+ =.= *.* @.@

because i don't think there is a different, its dessert anyway.

Choco Pudding is what we both seek for. MUST TRY!!!

Texture is more alike chocolate ice cream. YUM-MIE~

Soft and creamy with super rich chocolate taste with spread of honey.

Can you feel how i feel? I'm not eating Haagen-Daz but i feels like I AM EATING IT.

Please believe me, I'm not saying good stuff just because I'm writting food review for this restaurant.

AYI, I'm writing food review for DEC issue of Kelana Jaya Speaks, and probably might expand to beauty and fashion review.

Dreaming that day and night, if i'm able to do so. WHEEPIE WHOOPA! Im saving a lots of money for food, skin care and cloths!!!

(praying to god hardly now)

Bubu wants more. Should i share?

Hmnnn~sometime selfish is just being fair to our self. Sorry Bubu~

Don't hate me guys, your girl beside might just nodding their head and agree with me now.

There is time to kill while waiting another dessert to serve to the table.

What to do? To color up all the memory.

S-A-T-I-S-F-A-C-T-I-O-N

Awww~he steal my CHOCO PUDDING!

Evidence left!!! Bubu used to eat up the prawn shell even it's not fried to super cruchie. I was wonder, why not he tried the chicken wings as well? Probably he'll loved it.

He's felling guilty after stealing my pudding.

This is what he said to me "I will love you until the day you dont love me"

Well...it's not that sweet as "I will love you forever" but fact is...he's telling the fact instead of lying just to make me smile at that moment but after broke up, i will still thinking that commitment and curse him to hell.

The promise we made...is before the day we start.

Yeap! I'm a perfectionist in certain way. I used to plan up all the thing before i deal with it, well there may be slightly out of the shape but not out of the track! That's why before we start, we took time to tell more about each other, observe and voice out what we want instead of flirting around and don't know what we really dealing with or who we're dealing with.

I'm the person who once said yes, i will always stick to the YES I've said. Aren't you suppose to know and predict how its gonna be since you've made your choice? If it wasn't a mistake make by him (example: betray...etc) i wont shake my ass off in a sudden.

Bubu~I'm pregnant. Are you happy now?

Don't freak out, or u might be laughing. But what I'm saying is...the top that I'm wearing give people illustration of I'm PREGNANT!

Aww~there is a girl beside me.

He might be regretting to have such a retarded girl as girlfriend.

Finally our Azuki Pancake arrive

Inside filling was red bean paste

Flying kiss~

Does this look femiliar? When i were small, my parents used to ask me to give goodbye kiss to the elderly when its time to leave. Did your parents did so?

Kissing, surely not what my mum thaught me but i learn myself. LOL~

Miss Clean Start Dermalogica

How i wish my bubu can attend the event with me together. Yikes~but he has to work. So all gotta on my own. Get invitation by Dermalogica to attend their new product launch...Clean Start range. Slogan do attract me---" I just need something that help once"

Wow~means only with first apply you can actually feel it or this will definitely help.

Im late again...god~

Luckily when i reached, the event havent start and about to start in 10min time. Lucky me~i was worried in the car, thinking how to sneak in without any notice. I dont want anyone stare at me because of being late.

Love the colour combination!

Where the speech gonna held at...a place that full of mirror and of course product.

Well well well...those product are actually to let youngster to experience how does it work.

Saw a cute guy there wearing some girly shower cap?

Awww~he's really cute.

Ready for the new splash?

Speech maker of the day

Owh god~i saw A B C...Z

right: " how was it?"

left: "oh god! I feel it... and it works at once! its amazing!!!"

After the product knowledge been given, we were spiced up by some hot babes!

I spotted her!!! She's really charming, sweet and sexy babe!

But there is a little "incomplete" in the way they perform. They are from some dance academy but then...even basic like song edit...they dint even make it well. I wonder why? Song were just cut and paste, that's all! It suppose to be adding effect when the other song joining in right? They change 5-6 songs which is all latest hitz songs but then the dance dint really bring the hitz up. I still feel that my dance gang still the best, i mean...at least the basic knowledge are enough to make it perfect. When they finish their dance, everyone had the same action like me "HUH?"

Know why? This is because the song were playing till the middle and suddenly just silent! Oh god!!! How could this happen? At least should be a decreasing sound effect right? Everyone face like "oh, isit end?"

Shake Shake Shake~messy sexy

Host of the day

So after the dance end, they suddenly announce that they are going to announce Mr and Ms CLEAN START now. The host announce "LIM XXX XX" for twice but no one get to the stage, so later that they found that it was a mistake and announce again " TAN XXX XX"

I was like...WTF! Is that my name? Since when i joined that? Unbelievable man! My happy face shown without hiding. I planned to buy their product earlier but was hoping to understand more how it works but seems now...money save up!!!

Ready to shake???!

For, tres, two, uno...

Later on, i was been ordered to dance as well with the dancers just because im Ms CLEAN START. Am i suppose to smile?

Refreshment that they serve

Wow! Does this word attracts you? Like feeling something real healthy? I did!

Tuna tuna~

Kuih-Muih

Fruits

I just cant resist and took each some to taste. Tarts was awesome!!! Fruit is fresh and filling is creamy than you thought!

Creamy Carbonara pasta with needle mushroom

They serve something they claimed is really healthy and good for us---BIOXIL if not mistaken

Nice ambiance huh? Im in KLCC ASTER SPRING.

Where women called it HEAVEN!

End of the day and im bringing home a lot of goodies!!!

Door gift that they provided

Miss CLEAN START prizes. Whee~now there is a period my skin care money gonna save up and spend for others!

I wish there are more this kinda event to attend. At least there in no effort require in order to win this kinda contest. Right? Easy as...eating? Perhaps i should said blinking your eyes. LOL

I wish bubu was here, surely he'll get selected as Mr CLEAN START as well.

Anyway, Dermalogica...thanks a lot for the day.

Happy One Month-sary, Baby Sun

We've been together for one month now, from quarreling everyday till now...we are still hugging each other tight. This is what really freaks us out. Now...we fight less but talk more. Once there is a problem, we voice out. Even how upset and how angry we are. I guess this is what we've learned in this first month.

As baby said, the way we get together are too fairytale style, time that we had to understanding each other are not deep enough, many misunderstanding happen all the time and lead us to war again and again. Just now, baby just said that he realise we fight less lately and i get stunt. I dint even realise until he said so.

Think back to how we met, how we ate our first ice-cream and first horrid movie on the first date, the first time i met your parents and sister, and my very first time spill my saliva on your pillow when I'm sleeping you still said it smell nice but kept teasing me, how we act like retarded and laugh at each other, how we blame but still laughing at the end, how we fight and burst into tears...it reminds me a lot.

I still remember clearly, how you hold my hand for the first time. It happen naturally when we both walking on the street after we took our tea break. I feel sweet honestly, but i never told him. It was my first time starting a relationship without pop out any questions like "can you be my girlfriend?" This is what i don't know how some of my girlfriends told me they started their relationship naturally without any questions and answering "yes". Now this time, i do feel how it's like. Its a feel that tell you to say yes from the deepest side of your heart.
But after two day, you suddenly said that you got a question to ask me. What you asked really makes me into tears. You said "You willing to be my girlfriend?" LOL~aren't that suppose to ask at the first day how come you were asking this after two days later? Dumbo~

Just wanna tell you that...

I love you for giving your heart to me

and trusting me with your pride

I love you for wanting me

and needing me by your side

I love you for the emotions

i never knew i had

I love you for making me smile

whenever i feel sad

I love you for your thoughts of me

where I'm always on your mind

I love you for finding that part of me

that i never thought I'd find

I love you for the way you are

and for how you make me feel secured always

But most of all I Love You

cuz I know you're mine for real

Happy One Month-sary...to me & you

Boyfriend VS Ex Boyfriend

If you ever thought that your Ex is better than your friend, clear off your mind quick!
It was totally wrong!!! Dont brainwash yourself by giving shit ass excuses like me.
Yeah, cant admit that he might be a good boyfriend for you but this is all because he's with you.
When he said bye bye or you did, nah~wake up lol

I was wondering, if he was a good boyfriend, it will never happen to ba EX boyfriend right?
Hmnnn~agree?

Today, is the suckest day i ever had. My car broke down while im planning to go for movie after class with friend. After found out it was causing by the dried up battery, so i was stunt, but luckily im not broke down in the middle of the road, is when im heading to get my car it couldnt be start. So i was kinda stuck at the car park, my mind appeared alot of stuff like "how do to that jump start thingie?" "what kinda thing i need now?" "whos nearby me"

So the last question appeared in my mind was my ex. So i gave a call to him. He claim that he's gonna work at 1pm and that time i called it was 11am. So i beg a bit that if it was ok for him to come around to lend me a hand...Ahah! Thing started change! That shit ass giving reason like "huh..." "I got to work...lah" "time not enough...lah" It was obviously when people dont feel like helping, they will start talking with words ending "hah" "lah" "meh"...etc
He was obviously one of them. Im glad to know him now clearly even its kinda late that he is my ex now not only happen to be friend.

Fine...i'll do it my own. But the pissing part is...he ask me "where is your boyfriend?"
Holly shit~im not retarded gal ok. (was wondering if he was one of the retarded guy...)
Since you were staying at SS2 and working at Hilton now, whats wrong with lending me your kind hand instead of asking my boyfriend who was working at Setapak have to rush and give his boss stupid reason that his girlfriend car broke down.

If he was a good guy(he treat me not very bad i mean, but things change at the end) we will never end in that situation of asking me to be his "underground" girlfriend after broke up and telling me shit ass reason and excuses, but the main point is he's having a "open air" girlfriend which is in Melbourne watching his ass right behind but he dare not telling me the fact. Guess he was those Mr Lonely that cant stand a shitty lonely moment. Owh~pity him. That's why friend often see him in club flirts like a duck. Oppsie~pardon me. Maybe people do have their look to do so, he should be proud? Hmnnn~guess he is.

There was once, i have a car accident. A small stuff that dont worth a shit. Non of my part get crack or whatever, but that fat ass wanna claim for 1k for his motor scratch. I FARK HIM SURELY! So that time, i rang him up (he was my bf that time). From Pj to Cheras, he only took less than 20 mins to arrive (imagine how fast and efficient he is). This is what i thanks him for, but today i see disappointment. Maybe this is happen when things change, im not his gf anymore right? So...what can i demand. Just a friend help...but that bitchy guy who count on every single shit cant even give a little penny help.

Owh god~if you could heard what im saying right now. Please cut all the bitch guys dick off. He dont worth wearing it "externally" acting "man"

Sorry baby, I know it hurts.

Mr Sun, im so so so sorry for billion trillion times.
At the moment right now, i really dont know what can i say to replace back the words i've broke into pieces.

I know i've broke my promise.

I know you dont like the job im doing.

I know you dont like any of my competition.

I know you dont like the field im working in right now.

I know you dont like any exposure im having now or future.
I know you want a ordinary girlfriend, as you did mention when we started since the first day.

But this time,
The pay is high, therefore i broke my promise and work.
Im emo at that time, so when i receive the call while im having afternoon nap i confirm the job immediately without having any discussion with you.
I choose to tell you without hiding or lying.

I know you are so worry about me right now.

I know you dont hate me or angry me right now, but you were upset right now.
I know you might be thinking why must i broke my promises because of that super high pay they offer instead of thinking how you feel.
I know you are hurt and its pain.

But now,
You should know, job like this never pop out everyday.
You should know, my lifetime in this field will be limited for period also
I have promised you, this is not gonna be my future career.

I really feel that money is important, its not for spending but a saving for my future.

For now...i promised you that

I will go against my admire because of you

But now...i cant promised you that

I will go against my job because of you

Its not because i dont love you baby but i hope that you will understand that this is me when u first met.

I promised that before and i know, but now i dont hope to lie you with what im doing but i say im not. I thought i could but end up...i cant. Sorry~

For sure...I wont leave you just because what and who i've met during working.

What i want, i really know and im sure.

If something that might tear us apart, is either with the overload problem or promises you made but you are still lying me. You know what im saying right?

Love you, now and always...

Our 1 Monthsary and Halloween

ITS OUR 1 MONTHSARY and our FIRST HALLOWEEN CELEBRATION!!!

Time passes so fast that we nearly dint knew that it was our 1 monthsary. Its sounds short i know, but its just that...we never thought that we can made thru this. WHAT?! Yes! You dint see it wrongly, its true.

At that pass 4 week, we've been quarreling all the time. Not every single day but 3 days once. Imagine that, how we survive? For not too deep relationship like us, i might bet that both individual had let go their hand, and i'm one of them but baby kept convince me that we should go on. So...here we are now, celebrating our monthsary and Halloween together once.

Before we went for dinner, we did a little shopping. Tony Roma's was pack of people and reservation. So there is 1 and a half hour more to spend because baby just got this Halloween news from newspaper and he dint do any reservation for it.

Baby acting Matrix

We went in Tangs to search for his shirts and there he found his love. Floral prints from FCUK. Baby took dark blue instead of white one with red roses. He says that it was too obvious and girl might die in his hand easily. Owh~that thick face!

Baby new earring by me and blinkie heart locker necklace by him. Now im thinking..should i get a new earring with roses for him to match his new shirt? XD

Around 8pm, baby's tummy is calling. No, i should say shouting. So we went there earlier 30mins to see whether the seat are available. We told them we're hungry and we manage to get in.

Actually we could be seated once we arrive, but the seat was out of the theme so after we stalk inside hows the decor we decided to wait.

Once we went in, it was kinda dark inside but all table are lighten up with candle lights. Romantic-nya~

Besides, all the waitress and waiter are fully dressed up with their costume and make up. Some even look horrific that can decrease your appetite. However, it was a great experience for our first Halloween. Before this, non of us celebrate this event before.


Here are some of the decor pic i manage to took.



Owh no! Baby's hair is growing something!!!

Me holding the vege i hate most! PUMPKIN! I just dont understand why Halloween Day id all about pumpkin? Pumpkin soup and even dessert too. Yucks! But this look cute =)

Spot behind! The couple look sweets!

Evil Sun

Wondering Sun

My charming baby Sun~

His starving look...

Pina Coloda, mix of whipped cream, pineapple and coconut milk. Blended.

Pacific Cod with serving of 2 side dishes of fries and bake potato

New York Strips 10oz serve with tomato salad and mashed potato

Are we dining under the tree besides the street?

NO! Its one of the theme decor. Im wondering, where they get the dried leaf from?

Options

1. They bought it.
(but why must they do this since we can get this everywhere easily?)

2. They pick it at the street.
(but who's the one that pick all of these? There are so many man~)

Enjoying my Pina Coloda but Cafe 69 ones taste much better.

Burp~another heavy meal day.

With part of the Monsters~

Happy 1 monthsary baby darling! Happy Halloween too!

Hope next year at today~we were still at somewhere, celebrating our 1 year 1 month anniversary.

I know i will scold u when you say thanks to me, but here...im gonna say thanks to you too.

Thanks for feeding me loads of food but baby, i really need to diet for the upcoming job now.

Thanks for being with me all the while, especially the moment that i need u the most.

Thanks for waking me up every morning even you don't need to wake that early.

Thanks for caring me, protecting me, nagging me, teaching me all the while.

Thanks for being the decision maker for the troublesome me every time.

Thanks for being patience with the emo gal like me every moment.

Thanks for letting me feel secured everyday.

Thanks for giving me your fragile heart

Thanks...because you love me.

~~ Love you always too~~

Our 1 monthsary cake from CupCakeChic by Mr Sun

Both is choc flavour. My fav~da-yumm!

LOVE WAR

Having Love War with that DUMB! I hate him!

I just found that its hard to angry the one you loved.

Even you did, it couldn't last for long.

Yesterday night after the emo phone talk, we hang up and he went out.

I used to wait for his call no matter how late he went home and i have early class tomorrow.

I dint for yesterday. I purposely go to bed early and ask him not to call and wake me.

Stupid me still woke at 4am to see whether his home anot, and saw his very SMS-short message service, "HOME" thats all.

Mad again.

Class at 8am today, i woke at 6am and he called because he used to wake me up for class. I always get late for class, he was worried im gonna get warning letter and stuff so he wake me every morning even though he has to work at 9am.

Once he wake me, he sleep for 3 hour and gotta wake again. Thats suffering...i know.

Probably i would wake at 6am but if you asked me to wake at 3 hours later, no thanks. Its hard! I wont get to hear any alarm calling me anymore.

When he called, i did something bad. I hang his called for twice and message him "im awake". What im doing? IDK.

Just mad at him for that very SMS and i know his mad at my very OUCH msg too.

After class i went to work again, normally he will call me before i work and msg me during working time to kill my bored-ness.

Today...we were cold. He was sick some more and i dont even know it until i saw FB.

Owh~how good is this web function!

I hope to care but i stop cause im mad. Even he did send a few msg to ask me not to be cold and angry, im still mad.

SICK ME!

Night came, im awake from noon nap.

Cant stand anymore and he called. A few sweet talk, the frozen heart melts.

How i wish i could angry him longer.

I hope but i cant.