Saturday, January 9, 2010
Just a short update telling you guys this blog is no longer ACTIVE.
I'm abandoning it N.O.W, I've found my new love.
With mystery glam purple and...
opps...telling too much.
See with your eyes.
and kindly RE-LINK me =)
By the way, my new post is already waiting you there. xoxo~
Friday, January 8, 2010
Im making my NEW BLOG with all those
Finally, after 7hours...its perfectly done.
- find template
- download and upload blog
- copy all the widget
- edit and keeeeeeeep EDIT settings.
- Keeeeeeep refresh and refresh and see wth is wrong
- Ta-daaaaaaaaaaa IM SO FINALLY DONE
I mean...for a first learner like me...all in one day. Xoxo
Im so mad proud for myself but anyway...it was only some
Many template couldnt really use and fit what i demand...search and test is the hardest part.
Now my eye, is so mad small!!! Those freaking HTML drive me nuts. So effing small...knock me!
Last but not least...great big hug to Janice...
she's helping me eventhough she's working, mad touch.
Say Bravo follow up TEE-HEE-HEE
Whoohooo~my blog is S.W.I.T.C.H.I.N.G
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
kereta yang terkenal..." from a form 1 student which writing essay in the tuition class.
"I hope i will be a doctor when i grow up because i like to help people..." from a 22years old guy who working in bank now telling me he is way too far because he is lazy to study.
How many of you were actually walking away from your dream?
As we grew up, thing started to go backwards as what we thought at the very first. Things started to change, and we started to change as human are born to be selfish. Don't deny with what I'm saying. Its a fact, its just the matter that what level that the people around you can accept, how ridiculous you are when you are over selfish.
It all DEPENDS.
Why are we way too far from our dream?
Well, it might be we are too lazy...or it can be we found out that it is unrealistic to work for it. Perhaps, environment who change us. Some who dream to be a doctor, and as fact it do need a lot of capital before you really end up being a professional but can your family really support you even though you had 50% scholarship? It could be a NO at last.
Every first was all the greatest thing we had in our life. From first born, first love, first call, first...
We blame for the first broke up but we do thanks him for letting us know what is love.
We took the first bus in our first life and its amazing that you can do it, but once its a habit, you blame why must you took public transport all the time and you are getting sick of it.
Mummy and daddy were looking forward to your tiny lips pop out "dada" "mama" and it happens, they were joy. The end like now when you are growing up, it never gonna be a joy, but its a burden...maybe...
Everything become annoying when we are getting used and used to be.
People growing realistic day by day, its not a FAULT but its a must...to be suit in this world.
跟风看利 (the strongest the "wind"=power there she/he will follow)，i believe majority tried it.
双面人 (double sided face)，i believe most you heard it and saw it.
Thinking are you the one when you read this? Don't think, its already you when you started to think.
Little baby saying wanna be a superman when he's big, 7 years later he will know that it is mission impossible.
Little kiddo writing he wanna be a driver as he grew up but do you think so when he really did? I guess he will laugh at his essay after 4 years later.
22 years old guy thinking his past about why cant he be a doctor now, he know he's too lazy for that.
Firefighter guy say to himself he wanna be a hero while he was young, now...if he's not death, hero or not it doesn't matter anymore.
I had a dream, when i was young around 6...i drew a lot on the sketching paper. Separating them into 6-8 column and I'll design the clothes and fits them in, just like what you saw while you are doing window shopping. Every time, there got no human model wearing those clothes but every design it came in a set of bag and heels or hat to match with it. Now panther skin is hitto right? That moment, i really did design one, some more with furry hat.
Started to watch TV, designer TV SHOWS then i started to curious do i need to draw a human out to wear the clothes. I asked my mum, "mii, do i need to draw human out?" my mum said "of course if not how it call presentation and how people know how it shows without a model?"
Since that day i get the answer, i never draw or sketch anymore. It happens naturally because i know that i can't draw human nicely as i saw on the TV SHOWS. My human look always end up with weird eyes, unbalance body figure, weird finger matching the hand...Hoo-Hah!
Sometime, I'm thinking...if i stay still with my dream.
Sometime, I'm thinking...if only i can still be like the time when i was a kid.
Kid is naive and stubborn, but they had a strong heart to stick with their very own dream.
Mummy ask them stop playing BLOCKS and eat dinner first, but his block building kept falling. He get stubborn, he spend his dinner feeding by mummy and kept building his own territory. There he success.
Mummy tell baby girl those beggar were uneducated that's why need to seek money by acting poor. She's thinking, when she grow up, she wanna be the teacher and provide education to all of them so that they don't need to be a beggar anymore. But does she know that, those beggar come in a gang of corporate and they are richer than her if she's working only as a teacher? And some of them work willingly as a beggar. She never know when she thought the world is so pure and that time she's naive, with a heart that full of colour except black.
Sometime, I'm thinking, if I'm...
Sometime, I'm thinking...what do you think?
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
There's the beginning of the new semester again.
Asking what I've learn at the past? Hmnnn~i forgot honestly. I can have very good memory when i need it and I'm willing to, but once I'm done, say BYE-BYE.
In 2 years time, I'm going to US to further my studies. It seems long for you and me, but when it came you have nothing to stop it coming that fast. I'm wondering...can i survive there? I mean INDEPENDENTLY. I'm always depending and not used to mix around. I'm gonna die there i guess. Hoo-Hah.
This 2 years really restrict loads of thing as now i can see. Me and a friend who chat in earlier, asking why am i not working and joining any competition nowadays and there seem a lot coming up. I said I'm lazy to work and i don't lag money now to survive, for competition thingies i join in earlier is just because to drag my paid higher for shooting and then i did, so there's no point to waste my time anymore right? "Why not you increase your fame by now?" I get shut...i have no idea with this and i do think in this way before, but the problem is when...if...it really happen as the way i wanted, can i really let go and just fly to US study CONCENTRATE? No, i don't. I know myself clearly, i will drag all the thing even if I'm drowning but i don't let go easily. How stupid and i know. So my dad will really get piss by that time.
When i did put effort on it, it means everything to me. And i get warned, not to work again by dad. Ta daa~he found out i work and he don't really like it when he thinks that i don't need to, but hey~it is my hobbies...he just couldn't understand me.
Forget about that work stuff, i still got plenty more to had fun while I'm here right?
Maybe i could write? Job can be in other way too right? As earlier i mention bout the food review thingie for some advert catalog company, its waiting for approval licence now, hope i will heard great news from the company soon once they got their licence.
For now, there is another job up coming soon. But this one is completely still brain storming. I get offer to join them but everything is still on more-to-discuss status. Its about model, event and some still developing. We try to make it big but everything should step by step. If this really works, i can still remain my hobbies even if I'm not working in this. Sounds great. Just hoping everything works! *smile with hope*
IF IF IF it works...i will share with you guys once is DONE. Pray hard for me ya~
New Year NEW HOPE, is that what everyone hoping for New Year to come? I bet so...
Monday, January 4, 2010
Invited to give a make up tutorial class for Chong Hwa Dance Society. Get the time wrongly but I'm not late, just too EARLY. Hoho~I'm not the one who always Must-Be-Late lar...even i used to.
To introduce about the usage and also let the newbie to know what's the different and usage for certain ingredients that contain. Well, nowadays make up stuff contains a lot of chemical oil but somehow it does not suit to apply to everyone face.
I had a real bad experience that i faced myself before. There's a period i was pack with job, FULL-To-The-MAX. Skin can't even breath for minimum 12hours and make up is a must according to client requirement and STATED MUST-BE-THICK. Hoho~THICK is in the form of not one less. Thick eye shadow, thick blusher, thick liner, thick mascara, thick fake lashes. So that time i thought my pore must be stuck by the product and suck inside. So pandai me use Johnson's Baby Oil to remove my make up since that day i have the so called "AWARENESS". Yea, there's nothing wrong right since it do stated there it can remove eye and lips make up.
Girl!!! IT IS SO WRONG IF YOU DO IT LIKE ME!!!
My skin get worse even since that day, day by day. And i have no idea what happen but i never blame on that Johnson's. Until, i get sponsored from Dermalogica for Free Facial and product due to winning as Miss Clean Start of Dermalogica. My therapist ask me few ques and my basic daily lifestyle, she found nothing wrong with my eating habit but sleeping late. But still asking me to remove make up proper and double cleanse it. I DID! I told her i use gel make up remover following by oil...and i suddenly pop out Johnson's, she get stunned! She said Johnson's contain a lot of chemical oil that can't apply to skin especially your face. It is hard to remove than make up if you ever place it at your skin. Damn~i thought that thing is super natural, hell not.
A little example to be done and guide, after all its ALL BY THEIR OWN.
Please don't be surprise if you saw there's a guy here, he was...i mean THEY are also DANCER and need skills to make up for themselves too.
When applying foundation, to avoid not to overdone, this is the best way for spreading it to 9 dots. Buy hey~when girl are in a mess and rush, who cares? It was a tutorial, so everything gotta be IN-ORGANIZED.
Newbies...they are so hard working to learn. It reminds me when i first leaning how to make up 6 years ago by asking my mum,
"How to apply eyeliner?"
"Where you draw it on?"
"Don't it hurts when you draw on your inner eyelid?"
Hahah~now my mum ask me back how to shape the face smaller and use liquid eyeliner.
When i first started make up, it was very simple and i don't even need a make up bag like now, some more its full and probably i gotta have two make up bag. All i need at that time were only ONE EYELINER. Guess you were same like me too huh?
Then, i add in item every few months, from only eyeliner, i found that if i curl my lash and apply mascara it will be better-nicer-prettier for the eye. Then, foundation...again blusher...again concealer...
Later on, there the Jap girl get HEAT! They teach us in magazine how to let our face feature bright up and shrink the fat face. So, i added Brightening Compact and Shadow Compact.
For eyeshadow, well...i don't really use it all the time. The reason i add in to my make up bag is because...working requirement. Funny right? Btw, don't use eyeshadow that often, it does cause effect...you'll see it in no longer.
Before and After
Step and Process
Wet and waiting to be Dry
Not Used but To be USED To.
Make Fun On Face
Additional eye if you really NEED ONE.
Perhaps, some eyelashes will be nicer XD
Had a great time spending with them, at least...they are still under control. Luckily, or else with my hot tempered I'm surely get busted by that time and just Fuck Off. I'm away from professional too far. Perhaps, I'm already are. Xoxo~
Sunday, January 3, 2010
A sweet young lady was there to tune up the atmosphere for all of us.
Finally we've been bought to our seat. Just what we wanted for.
The side view of our seat
Side main view who facing outside seating as well as the dessert bar
While waiting to be serve =)
Everything is just so beautiful and sweet
When i was flipping over the menu, he asked me to be careful not to be harsh and place it on the table, i was thinking what's wrong with him at that moment. Then after the few pages i flip through...
His snatch my camera and ask me to pose according my happy feeling right now. I'm not!
This picture is a reflections to you. SILLY!!!
His drooling...craving...for HEINEKEN!
There is a huge original fake tree behind me.
We both love this! Perfect match!
Lentil Soup with Feta Cheese Stick
While eating this, he feed me, i ate as usual...but something wrong. I feel there's fat in it. Oh god~
I still remember how i beg him buying me ribbon ring at some stalls. Even its cheap, he never care about it but just dragging me away telling me ring can't present to girls easily. It was once in a life time you said to me with a serious face. I'm shocked, I'm a girl and i dint even care about that real meaning but why...he's the one who care so much? Ain't it was just a decor for my tiny finger? He said no. It was a commitment for a life time.
In fact, since the moment he put on that ring, he look at my finger with smiley face more than looking at my face with eyes, mouth and nose.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
A memorable day i should record down, not because of 2010 is because I'm early out of the toilet than him in the last day of 2009.
The gang are going for dinner now. HooHoo~too bad we had it earlier so went in Kim Gary just for a drink. Missing the Milk Tea loads.
Even Kim Gary are full and there is still a que to wait for.
Its my love for this "current" period, but still never forget floral. =)
Should wear with nude bra but i was too rush to stick and re-stick, I'm bad and can say that I'm not good using it. Perhaps should ask someone give me some tutorial class. HOHOHO, actually i did had that class before when i was in pageant but hell...i still noob in that. That's why nowadays i don't really work for make up shows or body art event, it is 100% confirm wearing nude bra and i got no idea with that.
I were the one that used to love hiding behind him but now...
Finally after 15min or maybe longer waiting, I'm tasting my Pineapple drink now. Yea yea, i know i tell you i miss Milk Tea but i change...
One of the guy gf.
His Ribena Ice Blended
Suddenly an extra order we made, someone gotta swallow it but it ain't gonna be me.
I'm attracted by the spray, I'm in love and i can't get my eyes off. Last we are adding it in to item to be need for war.
Credits to Christine. The moment just right in time.
Ignore his hair decor, it was my fault I spray on someone and he kena by protecting me. If he was HUGE enough...i can hide by not getting one tipsy bitsie bubble, too bad i kena too. Oh, I'm not blaming but its the way i express how much i appreciate it.
Too bad our head is too big! But this picture I'm sure it will be much more prettier than what they had up there. Hmph~I'm trying to appreciate lah...
MAD HUGE right?
Everyone stop fighting and talking at the moment. Spray war to be continue after this.
Suddenly look so girlish with the pink.
You know when you hug me in this way under the fireworks, i gotta a feeling...that i never realised. So nice, so warmth, so safe, so SWEET!
Happy New Year 2010 Dumb Ass...
HEY!!! MR SUN, now I'm telling you and all of you, i might be rude for addressing you in that way but...its my sweetest name for the beloved one. Stop laughing!
Couple is E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E
Not only us who involve in SPRAY WAR. I'm only one one one one one...of it
You know what I've learn today? Spray war need knowledge too ok! For near you will definitely need the snow, but for far you will need those spray with colours. I'm genius, am i?
Couple of the day...1 pair get lost in nowhere
SeeMeRun a.k.a Yik are born to be a poser. LOL
Finally all were here in a picture. I never met before until today, glad that we were all mad and had great time together.
Halloween on Dec 31st???
Gf dump by the Bf
Insane + Mad
Note: my bf had nothing to do with it.
Samuel abandon his gf and came to us.
You will never feel the real world when you trying to revenge all the time, only exhausted at last.
Yes, you guys might be thinking im the biggest insane and brainless chic in the world but im really tired to find out right or wrong. Im not sure that i will not regreted in the future but i dont feel like wasting any of my time to think will i? am i? Instead of like that, its better to give a try using the time to think.
And i know some of my friend are still scolding me after reading this post but still...if one day it happen...hopefully your shoulder is still here for me when his were gone.
For now, let it be . Who knows he might turn to my Mr Right at the age of my 26 ???
We were under the fireworks,