A LITT TEST TO LET U KNOW ME & URSELF-LOVE

found this in my mail
so might be someone doesn't receive this, i share it here
haha, guess what, guess which i am?
A,B,C,D
use urs 6sense that what answer i might choose and find out what kinda ppl am i
just wanna see how well my fren know me here
thx for the co-operations~
appreciate that^^

oh, not to forget, urs too^^

一般来说凭第一反应做比较准哦！记住啊！
1.当他温柔的看着你，你会说：
A.你的眼睛大又圆→Q2
B.你真好→Q3
C.你踩到我的脚了！→Q3
D.你想什么呢？→Q2

Q2.当你想念他的笑和他的吻的时候，你会
A.打电话给他→Q3
B.一个人呆着，练习眨眼睛→Q4
C.找好朋友→Q5
D.洗衣服→Q3

Q3.喜欢听浪漫伤感情歌吗？
A.害怕听→Q4
B.非常喜欢→Q4
C.厌恶→Q5
D.还好→Q6

Q4.有种花的习惯吗？
A.没有→Q5
B.有→Q5
C.懒惰→Q6
D.咱们看下一道题→Q6

Q5.如果朋友送你一只狗，你会
A.表面高兴，心里想这家伙害死我了！→Q6
B.感到太幸福了，早就想要一只→Q7
C.接受的时候就面露尴尬→Q8
D.顺其自然→Q9

Q6.如果男生跟你夸他自己的能力有多么强，他自己多么帅，你会认为：
A.男人都这样→Q7
B.他真无聊→Q8
C.他挺有意思→Q7
D.他喝多了→Q9

Q7.你怎样处理以前情人留下来的东西？A.扔掉→Q8
B.留着→Q9
C.送回或送人→Q9
D.砸烂→Q8

8.喜欢去麦当劳点什么样的东西？
A.套餐→Q9
B.单点→Q10
C.一定要用优惠券→Q9
D.不一定→Q11

Q9.喜欢上网做什么？
A.查信或很简单的事情→Q10
B.写文章、灌水→Q11
C.狂聊天→Q12
D.不喜欢上网→Q11

Q10.信用卡有多少张？
A.零→Q11B.一张到三张→Q12
C.不知道→Q13
D.很多吧→Q12

Q11.怎样修理你的头发？
A.去小发廊→Q12
B.自己动手→Q13
C.我没有头发→Q12
D.找个有品的发馆→Q13

12.你的QQ需要身份验证吗？
A.当然→Q13
B.不用→Q14
C.你问哪个QQ?→Q15
D.不一定或者没QQ，不使用QQ→Q13

Q13.有固定喜欢的明星偶像吗？
A.曾经→Q14
B.有→Q14
C.没有→Q15
D.很难说清楚→Q16

Q14.当一个人对你说爱你，想象一下你当时的表情会是：
A.傻笑→Q15
B.惊讶→Q16
C.无表情→Q15
D.诧异→Q16

Q15.去动物园的时候，请你选择以下你比较喜欢去做的事情：
A.喂动物→Q16
B.摸动物→Q17
C.咬动物（如果动物园允许的话）→Q17
D.吃动物（仅仅允许幻想）→Q16

Q16.你喜欢跟情人怎样相处？ A.拉着→Q17
B.搂着→Q18
C.压着→Q19
D.未成年不宜→Q18

Q17.累的时候喜欢：A.睡觉→Q19
B.洗澡→Q20
C.被按摩→Q18
D.其他→Q19

Q18.当你希望跟一个人一辈子在一起，你会选择以下：
A. 跟他说→A
B. 等他说出来→Q19
C.让他跟你说→Q20
D.别的方式→Q19

Q19.喜欢爱人跟你撒娇吗？A.喜欢跟爱人撒娇→BB.还好吧，能接受→Q20 C.笑，一般吧→BD.非常喜欢，觉得这样很可爱→Q20
Q20.当爱人在你面前哭泣：
A.无奈，不是很喜欢→D
B.为难，不知道该怎么办→C
C.哄他，但自己比较清醒→B
D.跟着心碎→A

answer:

A. 你的真心人就是那么一个，永永远远的那样一个。从此以后，不论你再遇见谁，跟谁在一起，你再也不会对其他人有以前那个人那样的上心。人是很奇怪的东西，没有理由的相遇。没有理由的萌生爱意。也许爱一个人很简单，但是总想起的还是他好，还是那个他没有任何毛病。在你心中永远完美。就象《东京爱情故事》中的莉香，永远的微笑着，成为一个美好的标志。

B. 你的真心人是谁？你一生会有无数的爱人，少则七八个，多则20多个。你自己都不知道谁是你的最爱。也许有的人会被你记住，但记住不代表爱情。你戏弄红尘嘲笑爱情，浪逐尘世，也被尘世、爱情、红尘狠狠的报复、惩罚。应该说，这是你自找的。你就象《东邪西毒》的西毒一样，你渴望知道被人喜欢的感觉是这么样的，结果伤害了很多人。现在，看到了这个测试结果，你是不是应该考虑来个结束呢？是你回归单纯的时候了吧？ 　　　　

C. 你会有那么两个刻骨铭心的爱人，甚至是一段三角恋爱。你最爱谁？恐怕你也不清楚，一个阶段一个想法。这不是你的错误，更不是他们的错误。当然，也不是我的错误。爱情这东西，公说公有理，婆说婆有理，说来说去说得谁心里也没有底。但愿你现在已经离开了那段乱七八糟的经历。如果现在还没解脱的话，给你一个建议，他们两个谁都别跟随。不够完美的爱情对谁都是一场折磨。不如从头开始。虽然后来的爱人不再是那样的爱了，但是象阳光一样温温的爱情有什么不好呢？

D. 恐怕，你一生也没有最爱的人吧。因为你对自由的渴望，因为你对你所追求的文化的。和你这样的人组成家庭应该是很幸福的。因为你能用超出一般的人的眼光来看待事物。因为你太理性还是因为你太独特？找到一个和你身心合璧的人也许真的太难了。所以，恐怕是这样。但是，茫茫人海，谁又能找到真正合适自己的那个人呢？

u'll name it for me the title. ok?

sun rise above me

widening my eye to take a look

i was on the bed

checking up the daily activities and plan

give myself a motivation

here i go

tears used to be ur the present u give in past
that is because i'm touch of it

tears that u've been giving to me now

its drowning me

im drown and im dead

and now im alive again

hurt me to the deepest

cause i will awake faster than u never thought of

and now...i'm smiling

for all the memories i have

never cry again, i'm happy that i had u

in my memory

memory keeper kept allot of secret that u never knows

sometime it will be deleted automatically when it is overload

memory keeper were telling u all the secret she keep in the hidden box

don't u remember?

u don't, so it become the secret

i'm the memory keeper

the secret that i wanted to tell, i love u and we are belongs to us in future

don't u remember?

i've said before that i'm gonna be with u no matter what in the future?

roses in the valley

lavender in the hill

roses are red

lavender are purple

roses with thorns but u still choose it no matter what

lavender with therapy, u will only choose it when u need it

TransFormer 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

RATE: 120/100

This movie is all about how the machines and robots transform

love it! allot!!!!

i bet every guy is wiping away their saliva when they saw this...

the new version ones that transform from the bike


the evil in the BC-decepticons

what are they? they are not just sports car that simple...its?

the MEGATRON...BUMBLE BEE IS CUTE^^

so...for this movie i guess everyone will go for it rite?

so I'm not blogging about it, u will see it. If u don't plan to...i beg u, pls go! U'll never regret as u can see the tickets are sold off everyday. The climax not just at the middle part but its from the beginning till the end...oh gosh~

normally when we go for movie u will definitely talk a few words when it came to some scene rite? either critic or some jokes...but let me tell ya! For what I've seen, no one talk around in the cinema! There were all silence and the similar part is, their eyes are open wide...all of them!

So now u know why i beg u rite?

Don't wait and go now...if u can

To prevent going there but cant get the ticket, i think u guys should buy it on9 using credit card on reserve it first^^

I'm still waiting my cable, i cant post many of it because of it!!!!

TERMINATOR SALVATION

This movie...i watch twice with friends and family

pity T.T

i thought i will sleep inside and snore but surprisingly i didn't and i finished it! WHOA~means its nice lorr.

why must it call "THE END BEGINS"?

i guess it might because of at last they did fought and win at last, but skynet did invent the new terminator that cover with human bodies.

It actually is the end of terminator, but its also the beginning of the new war with new inventions of terminator

So, for sure there will be another episode coming up next...LOL

the best part of this epi is...then have more designs of terminator.

and this is the old terminator...see how they transform?

Marcus Wright by Sam Worthington

John Connor by Christian Bale

left: Dr. Serena Kogan by Helena Bonham Carter

the strongest terminator

K.O

the climax of this two scene:

so damn worry when they can't defeat it...even how many times they tried and how many ways they tried...lol, that's movie!

the biggest terminator...u just can't run from it.

PLOT

In 2003, Dr. Serena Kogan (Helena Bonham Carter) of Cyberdyne Systems convinces death row inmate Marcus Wright (Sam Worthington) to sign his body over for medical research following his execution by lethal injection. One year later, the Skynet system is activated, perceives humans as a threat to its own existence, and eradicates much of humanity in the event known as Judgment Day (see Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines). In 2018, John Connor (Christian Bale) leads an attack by the Resistance on a Skynet base. John discovers human prisoners and the plans for the development of a new type of Terminator incorporating living tissue, but is the only apparent survivor of the attack after the base is destroyed in a nuclear explosion.

However, Marcus emerges from the wreckage of the base and proceeds on foot to Los Angeles.
John returns to Resistance headquarters located aboard a nuclear submarine and tells General Ashdown (Michael Ironside), the current leader, of his discovery. Meanwhile, the Resistance has discovered a radio frequency capable of shutting down Skynet machines. They plan to launch an offensive against the Skynet base in San Francisco in four days, in response to an intercepted "kill list" indicating that Skynet plans to kill the Resistance's command staff in four days' time. John learns that his own name is second on the list, following Kyle Reese. The Resistance leaders are unaware of Kyle's importance to Skynet, but John knows that it is because Kyle will later become his father (see The Terminator). John meets with his officer Barnes (Common) and wife Kate (Bryce Dallas Howard) and sends radio broadcasts to Resistance members and surviving civilians around the world.

Arriving in the ruins of Los Angeles, Marcus is saved from a T-600 Terminator by Kyle Reese (Anton Yelchin) and his mute companion Star (Jadagrace Berry). Kyle relates to Marcus the events of Judgment Day and the ensuing war between humans and machines. Hearing John's radio broadcast, the three leave Los Angeles in search of the Resistance. They survive an attack by machines, but Kyle, Star, and several other humans are taken prisoner, while a pair of Resistance A-10s are shot down. Marcus locates downed pilot Blair Williams (Moon Bloodgood) and they make their way to John's base, but Marcus is wounded by a magnetic land mine. Attempting to save his life, the Resistance fighters discover that he is in fact a cyborg with human organs, a mechanical endoskeleton, circuitry, and a partially artificial cerebral cortex. Marcus believes himself to be human, demanding to be released so that he can save Kyle from Skynet, but John believes that Marcus had come to kill him and orders his destruction. However, Blair releases him and helps him to escape from the base. During the resulting pursuit Marcus saves John's life from Skynet hydrobots, and the two form an alliance—Marcus will enter Skynet's headquarters and attempt to disable its defenses so that John can rescue Kyle.

John demands that Ashdown delay the attack so that he can rescue Kyle and the other prisoners, but Ashdown refuses and relieves John of his command. However, John's soldiers remain loyal to him and he sends a radio broadcast asking the other Resistance fighters not to attack Skynet. Meanwhile, Marcus enters the Skynet base and interfaces with the computer, disabling the perimeter defenses and allowing John to infiltrate the cell block and release the human prisoners. The Resistance's disabling signal is revealed to be a ruse, and the command submarine with the Resistance leaders aboard is destroyed by a Hunter-Killer.

Marcus discovers that he was created by Skynet and has unwittingly fulfilled his programmed mission to lure John into the base to be killed. He tears out the hardware linking him to Skynet and leaves to assist John in battling a T-800 model 101 Terminator. John is mortally wounded during the fight, but succeeds in destroying the Skynet base by rigging several Terminator nuclear power cells to an explosive, detonating them as he, Marcus, Kyle, and Star are airlifted out. Kate attempts to save John's life, but his heart is too damaged. Marcus offers his heart for transplant, sacrificing himself to save John. Recovering, John radios to the other Resistance fighters that though this battle has been won, the war is far from over.

My CHARACTER?

You'll never know me till you're dead
Stubborn like Hill
Dependant like water
Lonely like the Sun and Moon
Sensitive like a theif
Complex like a Syntax
Emotional like a Water Boiler...

it is me, till u find any add on...


hey peeps over there, do u find any of it that can help me add on?
hope to hear from you soon^^

NEW SHOOTING PIC GONNA UPDATE SOON

May 29th, it's a Friday...real hot ones went to De'Model for shooting

been waiting the pictures for so freaking long...
at last i get it^^
but how sad, it is uncompleted one due to the carelessness of the photographer
i guess his been so bsy for the fair thinggie
but he promise me will send me tonight
so...
wait for me ya^^

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behind the scene

MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD?

I woke up in the 12pm+ today...was in blur and my mum told me M.J was dead.
This is so weird u know...cause i guess that i heard that in my dream
YEAH! I heard i when i was sleeping...LoL
What happen? Who told me that? I think for so many times but still cant get the answer

I didn't heard that news about him, but according o my mum his dead is cause by heart attack
At that moment, i was thinking he might be killed by someone else???
Oh god, maybe i have overload of imagination

So unexpected. Right?
Hmnnn, or maybe his dead is not because of heart attack, is maybe some other reasons like...
failure of plastic surgery?
plastic surgery side effect?
"whitening" too much effect?
So the family might use the reason of respect the death ones and not to expose this news by covering it as HEART ATTACK
haha...u see...i really like to think in negative way
Lately see to much hidden mystery movie...ex. STATE OF PLAY

Anyway, this news also do remind us of living healthily u know?
If u don't feel to leave this world so early, pls take care of ur eating habit and living lifestyle

LESS SUGAR

LESS SALT

LESS OIL

MORE FRUIT

MORE EXERCISE

HANNAH MONTANA the MOVIE

She has the best of both worlds...

now, she has to pick just one...

did she finally lost one of it? NO!

in this scene she was singing the song HOEDOWN(THROWDOWN)

if u seen this movie, i'm sure that u will never forget this scene and might be thinking it non-stop

BOOM CLAP BOOM DE CLAP DE CLAP

BOOM BOOM CLAP BOOM DE CLAP DE CLAP x3

ZIG ZAG CROSS THE FLOOR

SHUFFLE IN DIAGONAL, WHEN THE DRUM HITS, HANDS ON UR HIPS, ONE FOOT IN, 180 TWIST, AND THEN A...

so now, u were recalling back the memory? HAVE FUN!

tadaa~i guess u'll laugh ur ass out when u saw this? i mean in the movie not pic lol...
try to think when ur ass is full with egg but at the end only left yolk?
oh...i just miss the scene allot!


mostly gal day dreaming scene...riding the horse in the huge field with the one u love...
stop it!!! that only happen in childhood bedtime stories


my new guy^^ whoohoo!
tiny small eye, charming smile, lazy boy look hairstyle...owh~
Lucas Till as Travis Brody

hey mister leon...don't you think that u look alike with him a bit-bit-bit?

the smile and the lips shape...i still remember u used to smile like that.

Taylor Swift

u must be wondering why is she doing here in this HANNAH post?

she did appear in the scene for a few min..to sing.

AYI, she is a country singer like HANNAH too^^

the dress that i added to my wish list...where to find?

the always pop star. U just can't say no to her when she's on the stage

oh...there's the charming guy

scene of dancing ZIG ZAG

picture time over, its stories time~

Miley Stewart (Miley Cyrus) has become overwhelmed with her alter-ego, Hannah Montana's, popularity. After being late at her blowout concert and filming her music video ("Best of Both Worlds 2009 Movie Mix"), Oswald (Peter Gunn), a sneaky undercover journalist for celeb magazine BomChic, overhears that Miley's keeping a secret (that she is Hannah Montana) and becomes determined to find out what it is. However, Miley gets into trouble when she ends up in a catfight with Tyra Banks over a pair of shoes at a department store, wanting to buy them as a birthday present for best friend Lilly, but Tyra is presenting it to her friend ("The Good Life").

This results in her missing saying goodbye to brother Jackson (Jason Earles) who departs for college. Steve Rushton performs at Lily's birthday party. ("Everything I Want") ("Game Over") When Oswald secretly follows her limo to the party, she is forced to attend as Hannah, resulting in the guests turning their attention to her instead of Lilly (Emily Osment), especially when Hannah is accompanied by Steve Rushton in her performance of ("Let's Get Crazy").Oliver Oken (Mitchel Musso) and Rico (Moises Arias) try to stop Lilly from leaving, but the party is ruined, due to the cake exploding.

Hannah and Tyra's fight is splashed across front pages across the media and Miley's father, Robby (Billy Ray Cyrus) is left furious about the fact her popstar life could threaten to take over for good. That same day, they leave for the World Music Awards in New York on a private jet but when the plane lands, Miley instead finds herself in Crowley Corners, Tennessee, her hometown. It soon emerges Robby had the plane travel to Tennessee instead because of it being her grandmother, Ruby's (Margo Martindale) birthday and that he wants her to reveal the life she could have had. When the dismayed Miley asks if her career as Hannah Montana is over, Robby says to ask again in two weeks' time. But Miley won't let go being Hannah Montana.

In Tennessee, Robby and Miley have their own relationships. Robby has a love interest, Lorelai, played by Melora Hardin, and Miley develops a deep connection with a childhood friend Travis Brody (Lucas Till), after he helps her with riding her old horse, Blue Jeans. Robby's relationship with Lorelai is awkward.

That night, Miley looks at a picture of her mom and her when she is young, missing her mother. Meanwhile, Miley is chastened after Ruby mentions that she seems to want to be Hannah Montana more than she wants to be with her family. Oswald, meanwhile, follows Miley to her hometown. Later, she tries to write a song, but when Travis ignores it, she is unable to write.

Meanwhile, there is a firm battle developing with the residents of Crowley Corners and a team of developers who are planning to destroy the meadows and building a shopping mall on the site. At a barn party that night, several singers contribute to the charity to save Crowley Corners, singing ("Back to Tennessee"), and ("Crazier"), (Taylor Swift). Miley then sings ("Hoedown Throwdown") until the mall developers arrive. Travis and Miley dance, as do Robby and Lorelei. Travis suggests that Hannah Montana should appear to play a special gig, seeing that Miley knows her (Miley had lied to Travis that she saved Hannah's life in a surfing accident)as a way to save the meadows from being ruin for construction.

Miley spends time with Lily, who has arrived along with Hannah Montana's band and crew, and the two make up. She has a rough time adjusting to farm life while trying to be herself and Hannah, and Oswald takes a picture of her and Lilly, and Lilly is the one that Oswald to come here for a secret by accident. When Miley sees Travis, talking to him as Hannah, she encourages him to ask Miley out; he decides to take her advice. She promises to go, but has been invited to dinner with the Mayor by Lorelai (Lilly had been disguised as Hannah at the time). Miley struggles to switch between the two venues as both forms. Eventually she lets her guard down and is caught by Travis holding her Hannah wig. He immediately rejects Miley and she is devastated. Matters are further complicated when Robby has to break up with Lorelai, needing to take care of his daughter.

Miley writes her own song, ("Butterfly Fly Away"), which she and Robby Ray sing together to cheer her up. Upon finding the finished chicken coop that he and Miley were building and hearing the Hannah Montana song ("Rock Star"), Travis decides to go to the concert to support Miley.

The day of the final concert arrives and while performing, Hannah suddenly stops midsong, seeing Travis show up. She explains to the crowd that she cannot do this anymore, she explains that where she was, was home and removes her wig and reveals that she is Miley and decides to stop being Hannah, being unable to lead her double life anymore. She then sings her own song she created; ("The Climb"), but afterward the crowd pleads with her to carry on being Hannah, promising her they won't tell anyone her secret. Suddenly, Oswald appears and takes a picture on his mobile phone but after encouragement not to by his twin daughters, he changes his mind and quits his job. The concert ("You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home") is a success and Miley departs Tennessee again after kissing Travis, her faith in living a double life fully restored, and Robby and Lorelai renew their relationship.

17 AGAIN

was thinking...i should get this jacket too...its awesome!

Vanessa Hudgens must be loving this too i guess...

try to think, he can make this by using each different finger...i don't think that's edit or effect...

since he can play basket ball for real rite?
in the movie...lala-ish of ZAC

hey peeps, have u watched this? Let me tell ya, u will never regret...

This movie is full of jokes and laughter that never ends. Besides, its quite touching in some scene

For what i get, it reminds me of something, never blame for what u've chosen, never regret for what u done, take a look after each step u move. When u found yourself lost...look back, the old u will tell u what and why.

Cast by

Zac Efron(Michael "Mark" O'Donnell (17 years old)

Matthew Perry as Mike O'Donnell (37 years old)
Leslie Mann as Scarlet O'Donnell
Thomas Lennon as Ned Gold

Michelle Trachtenherg as Margaret "Maggie" Sarah O'Donnell
Sterling Knight as Alex O'Donnell

Hunter Parrish as Stan (Maggie's boyfriend)
Melora Hardin as Principal Jane Masterson
Tyler Steelman as Ned (17 years old)
Allison Miller as Scarlet (17 years old)

so here came the stories...

In 1989, Michael O'Donnell was a star athlete with a full college scholarship imminent. He seemingly had it all, when, right before the championship game, his girlfriend Scarlet informed him she was pregnant. In that moment, he made the decision to throw everything away (including basketball and a chance at a scholarship) and proposed to her.

Twenty years later, Mike's life has come to a standstill. Scarlet has separated from him, forcing him to move in with his geeky, but millionaire, best friend Ned Gold, his job is going nowhere, and his kids Maggie and Alex want nothing to do with him. While paying a visit to Hayden High School to reminisce about the life he threw away, he encounters the mysterious janitor. On the way home, is magically transformed back into his 17-year old self.

With Ned posing as his father, he re-enrolls in high school, believing he has been given the chance to live his life over again, "but to do it right". However, he then discovers that his daughter is dating the basketball captain Stan, who is bullying his son. He realizes that his real mission is to help his children and makes friends with Alex. With Mike's (using the name "Mark Gold") help, Alex gets a place on the basketball team and the girlfriend he desires. Mike also comforts Maggie when she is dumped by Stan, who was pressuring her for sex. Meanwhile, he assists Scarlet in decorating her garden, gaining a new appreciation for her.

Meanwhile, Ned is smitten with the high school principal, Jane Masterson. Although his initial attempts to 'peacock' her fail, they soon bond over a love of Lord of the Rings. However, when taking her back to his house, they discover an out-of-control party raging there. To celebrate Alex scoring the winning basket in a game, "Mark" is throwing a victory party. When Scarlet appears looking for Alex, Mike's feelings for her are reawakened, and he goes to kiss her. She is appalled, and slaps him. His action is witnessed by Maggie and her friends, who are all disgusted, especially since Maggie became smitten with "Mark".

The next morning, Ned reminds Mike that it is the date of his divorce hearing with Scarlet. He shows up as Mark to read a letter from Mike O'Donnell, the contents of which touches her.

However, upon seeing the "letter" (which is really just a piece of paper with directions on it), she realizes the truth. Later, at the championship game, Mike makes a gesture which she recognizes as his. Realizing that she is in the same situation as twenty years earlier, she flees the scene. Mike follows, handing the ball to Alex, who goes on to make the winning shot. The janitor catches sight of Mike and changes him back into his adult self, and Mike and Scarlet reunite.

In the end, Mike is happily reconciled with his family, now the coach of the high school basketball team. Ned, too, is happy, having mended his relationship with Principal Masterson.

TO TIFFANY'S DEAREST ONES

COLLEGE FREN

JIAN XIANG:

Thx for teaching me account even though how noob i am and how lazy i am. And...hide some litt secret for me and doing something to makes me feel better. Thx for encouraging me non stop and mumbling me each time i saw u. U know~u are such a genius! S-a-l-u-t-e! In those day, when im real sad those day i mean, u really let me understand allot. However, i still owe u a dinner. Remind me when u are free and when I'm not dieting!

XINYI:

Haha, u are big lier because of me. THX! I LOVE U BABE! U the one that really spoilt me alot! Always take care of me, put me in the place before u. Not all gals will do this, including me. That's why, I'm gonna love u always! U are better than a bf, when ever i need someone, u were always there to hear and share. I'm glad that i have u in those day and future. Surprisingly is, we suppose to know each other since primary but hell...we only realise when we met at coll. MUAH~

pls don't laugh at me once u saw this! Honestly, i don't really like u before i know u. Means we are in the same class but we don't talk that time. oops, forgive me!

JOYEE:

The litt princess. U also been helping allot! Still remember the day im hearing "take me away" that song...that hug u gave really suprise me, because its so warm and I'm shock! U the one who always tell me that's a better choice and telling me things are not that bad when I'm having super negative mind. Love u too~

CHAN WAI:

I still remember our first conversation. Do u?

If u don't, I'll just remind u. It happen at don't know which day econ class, i was mumbling to my fren that "why econ got math too? i don't know how to do! Hate math!" So u, gave ur helping hand to me by teaching me how to get the answer. Finally we speak to each other till u ate my only sandwich for my lunch. Its been a few month i never replied and talk to u. So sorry, i just don't know what happen to me that time, im freaking mad, but actually after few days i was okay but i just don't know how to re-connect with u again. I'm s-h-y! Wuaha~appreciate that map u made for me although end up i dint use it. No matter what, u are always dai pau aka linkin dude! I will still call u that even though i met u at age 80. I know u will be freaking happy with it.

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CHONG HWA-ers

JIA WEN a.k.a LEMON a.k.a MISS TROUBLE:

The xiao zha bo that i love most. Hitting ur butt is the happiest moment in diva society. Miss u so much now! Hope can get ur big strong hug! Still remember the day we dance together, joining performance and competition. We getting nervous together and encourage each other and we fight for the same dream. Ur sis always blaming u, the childish one. Wuahah, but its true that u brought us laughter. U are younger gal that i really can manja to. LOVE U TOO! REMEMBER, never being cheat by guys anymore!

ASHLEY a.k.a PEI WEN:

U were the ppl that i wanted most to be my partner in diva class. Don't know why..

Maybe we did fight for the same dream too...to not be abandon by the stage

Kepoh-ing with u was the most excited hobbies in the world. This litt ash, don't be single anymore la..everyday end up with nothing i got no news to follow, not so happy lorr. So so, now u were in 17, spm years. Don't so stress, u are already very good and excellent. Compare with ur form 1, i really see that u are improving, but i know that's not enough for u. BTW, wish u luck and result with flying colours! Don't disappoint me and get ur feet step in a relationship la.

QI DONG:

The little guy that wipe my tears off when I'm sad. xoxo...unbelievable

I still remember we are so close before this, but distance really might affect it. U too! The soh lou in love! Don't be naive OK...this world is dangerous! L.O.L

Wish to see u again in the coming days...and u are in spm to rite? same wishes to u too

ZEN:

hao xiang ni zhe ge chou 38! The embarrass day i had with u before happen twice. We accidentally hold our hand twice. GOSH! Our face were red and speechless that time.

TA~DAA~u are the friend that i will never forget always! Still remember the days u take care of me in CH. When I'm in period pain, broke up and many...u were always there...because u were just sitting beside me. LOL

And the days we hide from discipline teacher, school opening ceremony, McD ordering...and i know u hate me when i'm in bad tempered, but i thank u for tolerating with it.

I miss u a lot allot allot!

KIEN FEI, SCOTT, XIKAN, AHKAM, HANNS, ZHONG LONG...all the 5A5 GUYS:

U all were the stupiest guy i ever met in CH. Bringing up stupid game in trend, making stupid videos and post to youtube end up the whole CH got ur video in their fone. ARGHH...i just miss those day allot. I hope to go back to those day again but hell i cant!

HUANG YIK:

The guy i always bully him in form 1 but i couldn't remember when I'm in form 5. We were classmate at form1, that time i kept calling him "mushroom" because his hairstyle and i guess i did hit u rite? U are such a sweet guy that never thought of. I realise is only when the b'day present i received from u, a body alarm that use to prevent robbers and rapers.

Until today, u still remember my big day. That surprise me! Keep in touch ya!

FEANNE a.k.a YUN RU:

U are the one that i most heartache of! The day i help u allot so that u can continue study by not retained but end up u were working and stop studying even though ur family is not poor! I'm kinda regret of transform u to another feanne u know, or else it might not be happen. Please take care of yourself okay! love ya still~

BERNIE a.k.a MEI YIN:

stupid bitch! Where the hell are u again? Never heard from u quite sometimes. It happens all the time, but surprisingly we never lost our connection no matter how long we separate and missing in each other life. We can still talking non stop once we met and the time seems too short for us. Hope u are good now with the family prob and relationship prob. I wanna see u! The day we chat on the bus, we dance, we blame our mothers together, will never forget...miss u!

APPLE a.k.a HUI FEN:

Its been quite some days we dint chat and met each other. Still remember how i hate u before i know u. hahah! end up, we were sitting together and sharing the same nasi lemak in recess time. Thx for still remembering my big dae! and pls don't get yourself to stress for ur studies, keep in touch.

KARYI & AH LU:

U two were always "mah gong zai" in my mind. Both are good in account in my high school days. Same as ZEN ones, the day we ponteng class and run from discipline all is in the memory.

Happy studies^^

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WORKING FRIENDS & BUDDIES

SERENE:

A gal who likes banana's alot!!!

Those day working with u were the greatest job i ever had. At least i did find a friend thru my job...a true and sincere fren. Hope u will appreciate this friendship as i do. Don't forget our sing k session ya! Wait till u are done with ur assignments. Miss ya babe!

TEE JUAN:

When I'm sad u the one that always there to make me happy, when I'm lazy u are the one that motivate me. ARgh...it feels like u are more than a net fren. Glad to know u in the billion million of connections...btw, i really forget how we start our chat?

EUGENE:

U took care me in real life, net and facebook games gift

Sometime I'm so sorry for my bad tempered again. My nerve just cant work smooth...so end up letting u be the one who say sorry every times when I'm in bad mood. Again...thx for tolerate with it no matter how wrong am i.

KONG YEOW:

U let me believe that a real friendship did happen on guy and gal and also not affected by the distance. Its been quite some days din saw u lerr...must be busying with ur scuba diving activities...bring me next time and make sure don't let me drown! I miss the duck breast...xoxo!

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SOMEone SPECIAL

KENT:

If u saw this i will be laughing u and hugging my tummy. Who the hell said that he is not gonna view my blog since i scold him madly here? IS YOU!

My movie kaki all the time^^

Firstly, i would like to say that, i'm happy cause u appear in my life since i'm 12. I don't dare to say that u spoilt me but u did tolerate because of me^^

When i'm mad about u, it always end up with ur picky sentence but not blaming me for acting rude. Ur critic let me grow and knowing more about facts of life, but OUCH! IT HURTs! U were the one that most concern about my exam besides my mum and dad and mumble me more than my mum. The new puncher that are strong enough for me to punch on. So far i dint really saw ur moody side or maybe u hide it from me? U never told me ur worries, why? I can share, i can hear too like u did u know? Life's been so freaking weird, amazing and blah that u saw me when i'm 12 but we get to knew each other when i'm 19. U are OLD now! We should know each other earlier...at least u were younger! HAHAHA!

STAY IN MY LIFE...I WILL LIVE TILL 80 I GUESS!

LAST, STOP DRINKING COLD WATER AFTER MEAL IDIOT!

GEORGE:

Happy to have such a understanding fren like u. For us, time is a challenge for us.

It might bring us better or worser. Keep in touch no matter how busy we are.

DYAN:

Surprise to saw ur name? NO NO~PLEASE DON'T

U are the guy that i know no longer but also eat up allot of "gas" that produce by me, but i will never say sorry to u! Owe u first~okay?

U always ask me how i felt about u...but i never told u. So now, i'm gonna tell u right now. Can't refuse to say that u are a good guy "now", but i really don't know much about u. Therefore, i can't really tell u all what i feel about u honestly. To me, u are more to negative thinking, moody always, and one...i don't like ppl say half and stop in the middle. THAT MAKES ME HATE U, but u did change as i can see. Okay, 2 touches thing u did for me really make me "whoa". First, the frog story that u told me. I never realise that u will take it serious and did it. Second, the birthday song u sang for me yesterday midnite. U ask why am i silent that time rite? I'm actually crying that time. weird! I know u must be asking me why but pls don't because i don't know the answer too. Last, pls gain weight by drinking as much oil as u can. With the height of 183cm doesn't suit with the weight of 70kg+. Hmnn, i guess i should thank u. I know i let u worries when my moody and lazy day came to visit me, but u were still being patience to let me get rid of it. If i say i will never change it...u...???

One little secret, u are the guy beside my bf i cried most in front of. I really did feel better after that. Today, i'm surprise by one of the sentence u told me. Shhhhh~if u forget, don't ever ask me! I will blame for it!

SEAN CHONG:

U talk mostly nonsense to me all the time no matter how moody are u, how much u worry about ur work stuff. When i ask, u will say nothing, nothing and nothing. Its good to have senior and friend like u to speak nonsense when i'm sad. Besides, u likes to eat! That's a great match!

Lately u've been flying allot, please take care of ur health no matter how busy u are and stay alert with H1N1!!!

TZE SEAN:

I still remember our promise for ADELAIDE UNI and the wine stuff.... Kinda sad u are coming back soon, but i'm just in the almost started situation. No one take care of me in there. haha. maybe u should get a master then. Remember the first time i met u were in the cinema, u were wearing dark green hippie long pants. We both have many sweet chat but never became couple. That's the unique part of us.

DYLAN:

Before this i really don't "look" good on u. I "see" u as playboy that might fool around gals.

Maybe observation needs time. After that day have a serious problem, i just don't know why my mind appear u. What u told me that day kinda surprise me because i never thought that we might having that kinda "deep" chat and u can even analyse clearly for me all the thing. *amazed*

I ain't that brainless because of u! Now will be more alert, never let ppl take things for granted.

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THE MISTER MAYBE RIGHT IN PREVIOUS

ZEKEE:

The always happy guy.

U are the best attitude and patience ex i ever had! No matter how many glue i gum on u, no matter how many ribena i pour on u, no matter how i crash ur homework...u were always smiling there for me.

I still remember the TONG HUA project i ask u did, and the b'day celebration u did for me.

The hands with the 生日快乐...that makes me losing allots of tears man.

The day we make fun on MO LI teacher and the motivate of each other in our studies...in heart!

U are the one that i regret most to let u go, but that time we dont really suit each other. It was like i demand more but u demand nothing, this cause a big gap between us. Hey hey you you, i dont like ur gf! haha! Erm...but she really suit u most!

Hope u are always happy and fight for what u wanted. ALWAYS!

BOY:

Sorry for the selfishness. Im young that time and i dint really think much about the effect that might happen to u. I hope u are good now^^

All the best!

TITU:

You bastard that waste my 7mth. Cant admit that i must thank u alot for letting me seeing the real world. If wasnt u, im still the naive me! Lastly, glas to see that u have change to be a better man.

MOO MOO:

U the one that i thought u are my forever, luckily not. Sorry to say that! I really dont like what u did to me but atleast u make it clean when broke up never hanging me there like idiot! This is what i like about u. U were still my best fren now eventhough we might ever ever not together again because u know me to well.

LEON:

The litt boy boy, that makes me hate and love alot. I really enjoy talking with u tonite. U GROW MAN! Compare to past time, u suprise me! U became matured! Im so happy u know. In the past, i really hate u when it happens to u dont admit that u have an gf, and seems like u dont even have a plan for ur future. Plus i feel unsafe being with u...this make me sad!

GREAT TO KNOW A NEW LEON that have future, having stress that every ppl had

UH LALA!

IT'S FATHERS DAY

It''s father's day! but seems everyone were still stick on their normal life, nothing special here
was sitting in Starbucks that located at MALURI PGRM now...

when i came out, i see something real gross that nearly make me vomit out the milk i drank no longer ago.
i saw three little duckling with yellow fur surrounded by flies
it means its dead!
wondering "how can those litt duck appear themselves in the parking lot?" and "why are they dead"
u know their bodies was kemet lying at the middle of the road, 3 of them lying in 3 different points and i nearly step on it
there must be some unethical owner who kept them as pet but threw them away after they are dead.


this should be a pending post...cant upload picture again
where are u my dearest cable?

night time,
dad bought us to THE SHIP for dinner
to celebrate my b'day and also his own day i guess
haha...

feel really disappointed with it
its been a long time ago after the previous visit
surprisingly the price were cheap...i mean, why ice lemon tea are just selling at rm4+?
what i thought was much more higher
and the environment was super pack! air condition was lousy! food can get in normal restaurant!
gosh! time really brought it down!
i swear i never visit it again!

note: its THE SHIP at bukit bintang area

everyday cant really sleep early...it must be after midnight or morning.
sighs...having big big dark circle stamp on my eyes
maybe I'm worrying to much in these day
I'm almost 20...this is what in my mind everyday before i sleep and once i open my eye

why 20's sounds so horrible to me but not others?

U LET ME FEEL "HELL"

news passby to my ears again eventhough we have no more relationship
i was like being told but also being kept from the frozen part
knowing some, unknowing some
the feels of waiting was like waiting for death
its same as dragging me to hell

u know when u msg me that kinda msg
i hate u more then i hate him
feel like screwing u up immediately
call u, u don't ans and ask me to wait!
honestly i was almost send out !@#^&* in the msg
WTF!

pls just let him be, don't ever tell me about him
its time for us to get rid of this
are we suppose to? cause i am ready for it, how bout u?
what i mad about u is every single time i wanna let it be, u drag me inside again!
why must u being so cruel to me?

to all peeps...pls forget who the hell gf i am in the past
stop telling me!
i feel so uncomfortable with this kinda life
when I'm having a FB, someone told me oh u are...oh ur ex
when I'm in msn, someone told me that saw my ex in which pic...
when I'm sleeping, someone msg me my ex...
when I'm yamcha-ing, someone call and tell ur ex...
blah blah blah~

what i angry n piss off is because not i care about him, is u guys care about him but don't care about me, ur fren feelings

is he that famous or i am?
am i ur fren? i hope u say yes

WHAT CHANGE YOU THE MOST WHEN U ARE TURNING TO 20TH?

one more days to go...i will be stepping in to the age of 20
i don't feel happy for that, i just don't know why?
confusing here, can anyone tel me why?

when i was in the age of 19, everything seems easy and smooth
i will be happy to say that "I'm only 19", but now...i will say it as "I'm 20 already"
that's the different! only and already
now...i have to made many hard decision in my life
when i was done with it, rise another...recycling and never stop.
i know~that's what we called life!
but just...now...it let me be afraid of every single little thing!
I'm getting pussy and pussier to make decision, even in a small stuff
i don't know what i really need for my breakfast, i don't know which shoes suit me most...blah~

for the big decision...
i really don't know how far i can go?
how tough i can be?
how many things i can scarified for it?
the last...how right am i to made the decision?

the sickest part is
what am i gonna study for my future?
i know sometimes what u study will not be applied on your job, but i still tend to stick with it
i wanna be a host, that can eat around, travel around to share with the public where and whats nice, just like now I'm having a blog to share and hear, to post the picture of food and nice place.
but most "humans" tell me that "mass comm sibeh no use de, everyone studying that"
for this comment, I'm thinking it is it because of this course is so freaking flexible that can let u be whoever u want and what job u seek for might be unavailable, u still can go for others.

my second choice is law, the one that i worry most
haha, but everyone say it "sibeh got use", and also "very hard de worr"
mostly tell me that their fren who studying law don't even have time for fun
gosh! i cant stand that!!!

but but but~~we should fight for our future if u want it to be brighter right?
but but but~~if i cant win that, the money will be drown...daddy gonna kill me for throwing his face
u know, every relative likes to chit chat bout their kids stuff such like whats his/her result, what course...blah blah blah
so the kids will be the victim...pity little ones~
we have to do our best for our future and and and maintain our parents face
maybe u might not agree what i have said..but in my side "it is like that"

so...mass comm or law?

now, turn to the relationship part
when we was young we thought we knew love therefore we sacrificed everything just for love, we brave our self cause love
we leave on our studies, we argue with parents cause relationship, we....(think what u've done)
in the end, now we grew up
but it seems that we don't know what is love anymore
every growing ppl asking "what is love?" aren't they? are u one of it?
it seems that we become pussy when we grow up, we will not sacrifice ourselves for love anymore cause we were unclear about the payback.
therefore, it seems like finding a truelove is hard because both individual are not able to give all of their heart out. u were waiting me, i am waiting for u...right?

when we were young...(oops, it doesn't mean that I'm old now, is just growing older a bit)
to get in a relationship is so easy, all u need is love
i love u and u love me, that's all!
but now...do u realise that it is not that simple as before?
it include sincerity, honesty, financial, blah...(based on individual needs)
some may not even care that is it love in between, just if they go safe go smooth in the relationship, everything solve. so there came a family floats out when the agreement is certified

i still remember last time...my wanted bf list

• higher then me half a head
• buy me choc when I'm in period
• love me more than i love him
• got to be handsome or involve in any school team
• must have the same interest or hobbies

but now, this list had been change or i can say remove to replace with

• higher then me at least one head or above (cause now i like to wear super high heels)
• give me the world greatest thing and experience that i ever had
• must plan and saving for future
• always brought me knowledge that i might not know
• always involve his and mine parents in that relationship
• non smoker!
• have the different interest and hobbies so that we could exchange and expand our vision
• always support me when I'm in diet, therefore he must be a great eater
• can always join my gang, cause i don't wanna loose my fren while I'm having a BF
• teach me to be a better human in the way i can accept
• always alert how i feel and let me know what his up to
• photogenic? xoxo...
• besides...a litt secret, i have super bad tempered and evil side, so he must be able to tolerate with this
• believe me...its UNLIMITED

so now u can see...when ppl growing up...it change allot~

so...do comment me and tell me what is changing in ur life...wanna kepoh to understand myself more and made the right decision.

WHAT IS "dear" FOR?

I'm tiring...tiring that i doesn't belongs to who and been kept calling by others "dear"
it suppose to be a friendly name that ppl used to called their friends and buddies
but i don't seems this happen on me
i don't feel they are my buddies or i am theirs buddies
i don't know them for long so do they

this "name" was hidden another meaning that i don't feel comfortable with
i told most of them many times that i have a name and its TIFFANY why don't you just call my name? end up, is the same. in the msg or the conversation..."dear, xxxxxxxx......"

don't u guys know or feel that i am so sooo uncomfortable with it?
don't u realise that i get speechless after that?
u guys just don't understand but just acting selfish-ly
or maybe u all understand it but u don't care how i feel...that's rude!

i am not that open-minded i admit
but I'm friendly enough to call u dear when the time is reach
but i do like make things clear like water
so no one get misunderstand and hard feelings in the end

i demand for love and relationship, but not miserable ones...

too all beloved "dear"
by ur "dear"

N.O.T.I.C.E

My camera cabel was missing
HATE HATE HATE
i duno where it hide at
so for this period i cant really upload my pictures and previous post that comes with picture

sighx!!!

wait till i get one new one ya~~
wait for me!

SOMETIMES IS TIMES

"sometimes is better to cut of the contact, so that u can stop thinking of him"
told by mister DYLAN

i did it...as i say.as i dream.as i wish

for so many days i asked myself "is this the best way"
and now i know i wont be wrong this time
ppl who makes me sad and hurting me non stop
i should get rid of it!

i know

• u likes me but u dont want to be in relationship
• u wants to own me but u dont want to get back with me
• u jealous when u heard i got a new bf
• u want alots of freedom, therefore u use ur family, job as a excuses to tell me u cant be with me
• u cant flirt when u got me, or else u feel guilty
• now u say that im the one u want most, u cant find others, but actually we were to used to each other, because we together for quite long, therefore we cant find another ones
• u were used to kiss me, hug me, care me, once u stop, u will adapt to that life, but once u find another her, i will not appear in ur mind again
• everything is possible, only u know the excuses u were giving
• u havent got over me yet

u should know now! is either u be with me or dont ever talk to me. I really cant stand that. I miss u so much in the same time i hope so to get rid over u. And i guess i find my mister right, i dont want to dissapoint anyone cause of my stubborness to the past. LET ME FREE, CAUSE FROM NOW, I WONT FORCE U TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE, IM LETTING U FREE. I guess this is what u dream for since the break up. Now u can have ur freedom back mister jack.

Maybe we were just to confidence to ourself, therefore this makes us over valued ourself. To avoiding this, we must always look back after each step we take, there are always a signal for u.

Sometimes i miss u, sometimes i cried for u. But the time had reach, is me to letting go no matter how much i love u, how i dont hope to let u go. because this takes time, to over this.

The rainbow takes time to appear after rain.

p/s: remember what u say, keep holding tight and move forwards

AS I WISH AS I DREAM

this sounds of the steps moving forward
ppl pass by ,stop by and leaving
some fell for the past, some seek for the future
some choose to drown in the middle

this time i wave my hand to u
saying bye
for the past and hello future
and this time u finally understand
u wave ur hand back towards me
saying "as u wish"

as i wish as i dream
leaving u at the past of my life
never needle it up cause i prefer natural heal

i dream of wanted u back, but u dont
i wish u leave me alone and stay away from my life from now till ever

AS I WISH.AS I DREAM

Hello church

whoopie!
just receive an invite frm fren
to join him going to church tomolo
i bet that is my another new experience
im soooo excited now
but kinda worry i cant wake in the morning

it was anout 9yrs ago the last time i went to church ler
hohoho...

nites!
got to get to bed or else i will be show off as panda in church