Meet up with the dance freak!

AUG 27, 2009

This two day were busying practice my dance. Have to prepare and choreograph for the talent session. I hate! Assignment all were coming in a bunch and test too! What am i suppose to go first. I prefer sing actually but i dont really good in singing, if i sing idk what the judge like CANDY CHEAH and JOJO will critic. IM SCARED! So i'll just have to dance. I used to dance in my high school time but now...i havent say hello to it such a long time.

Im just too lazy to do it alone, so i need help from Mr. fei!
Before we went to practice we headed for lunch first at Bukit Tinggi Jusco DRAGON-I
EH-HEM~ambiance here is comfortable enough for lazy ppl like me

Dumpling Ramen

My xiao long bao....em-hmnnn yummmmm

Found this big nerdie spec at his car and i started to act like a camwhore...in public area, and i saw some ppl are looking at me...I DONT CARE!

Later then~we move the ass and get our self digest and start to practise!

Oh-LaLa...i love his spec alooooot!

Change up and start~lazieeee day! First...have to stretch and warm up.

HATE HATE HATE

Long time no see lo kawan~damn suffer

around 5pm we done with it. Left 8 bars to go. Next week gonna be the day~sick!

Busy Day in Taylor's

AUG 26, 2009

I'm having break like everyone had at that time but im still rushing my stupid assignment and essay as well. Have to read and read all the article miss Mary gave, or else she will penalise my mark if i can't answer her questions by using the reason not participate in the class. F her! Some even told me that most of the students like 75% hate her. That bitch! Ppl strict for a reason, for her...no reason! Im not blaming her for giving me homework and stuff but the way she act is really annoying!

Finally im done ^^ now waiting time to pass~

Can the time fly~faster!

Treat from mr. kok fai

tunie sandwich yum~

After the break, experiment time

It was my first experiment and today we are gonna do experiment about colour...hmnn?

So just colour the paper and put some chemical...and wait

Now we see a litt changes...the colour is separating

the handsome~whee wheet!

Everyone is working hard and carefully~

The place that might BOOM u!

Second experiment~putting chemical with colour

I dint really dare to touch those stuff and i dint even wanna know whats that. Im scared that it might hurting me. LOLx....thankx to my group partner, Ian~

The first experiment is done~

Both experiment result

Whee whit~tiff's pro look in lab coat. haha~

Lab goggles is a must, or else the eye might pain after the campuring process of chemical

HAIR CUT OH-lala

AUG 24, 2009

Mr Joseph gimme a new hair cut and he promise me everything will be fine. Im scared...because i've been not trimming my hair for few mth i guess...or maybe half a year. Opps~

Cause im afraid that they might trim it and end up my hair length might facing danger. NO NO~

End up~he cut my hair for 5-6 inches i guess....heartache lo. Feel like crying at first and feels like scolding him~

But actually, my hair is in heavy volume layer...so the length was not that obvious in some part. Phew~

Then later on, he dye my hair for me too. Its free~whee! I just sit there and he mix the colour for me. I believe in him! I think since his artistic director he should know what suits me rite? So i shut up!

After 45 mins....done! Thats my new hair colour but then...the real colour will only show up after 3 days if i wash my hair often. Now~my hair is stinks! I hate those smell and my hair condition is abit dried now. Hair mask is what i need now~S.O.S

STAY TUNE for my real colour show up ^^

Sis surrender day

AUG 23, 2009

I dont know what happen today and its not any big day...when i came home from gym

This is what i saw! I rub my eyes again and look carefully...for real there is no vege or green stuff on the dining table. OMFG!

After lunch, sis was force to eat guava and she get mad

she never like or love it but besides this, we dont have any fruits in the fridge so this will be only choice for her. If she dont eat it, daddy gonna screw her up. So no matter what face she show to us, she's still eating it. wahaha~

Sis getting mad now~whoohoo!

and now she's getting piss...and surrender by eating all my mum gave.
My sis in few months ago were still little gal...but now~he arm is bigger than me. Can u imagine that? She's only 10 years old this year...pls save her! I dont like to have a fat sis in my house.

Oh~now i get it. Its cleaning day isnt it? Thats why we have so much "chocolate" meat at the table....sick!

Now she's done with her guava...and she's happy back again. Oh~children

DIM SUM @ KUCHAI LAMA

AUG 22, 2009

Family day and daddy gonna bring us for dinner again~

But before that he told us that we are going to NILAI Hospital to visit grandma!

DAMN! I dont even know she's in hospital...why? Daddy never tell us about it...sis and me were shock. We were thinking why and what happen to her...

Tiff of the day

In the car for 45min journey...killing time

H1N1 is really freaks her out! LOLx

Daddy never a gentleman, he threw mummy down to buy newspaper for him. Hmph!

When we reach, i cried...Im shock! I never thought of seeing this
My eyes get wet and nose get reddish
What happen to her? No one answer me...silence
She is so thin, her leg i can even broke with my hand, her chubby face is gone, what is left only bones and loosen face and big eyes. Big eyes is not dolly eyes that we usually thought. Is the over losing weight effect at the face and causing the eye get bigger.
She used to scolding kakak alot with #$%^&* but now~she is quiet...breathing with the help of oxygen supply. Im scared but i dont even know what's going on.
Her hair was usually black and now is all silver white and this is because she dont have the time to dye it.
I called her, she look at me...never replied but just staring at me
Its ok, i understand thats why i turn my face back and cried
She used to answer us when we called her and she will ask me why so late havent eat and ask me eat this and that. Now?
Im scared but still no one telling me why...i'll just shup up then

After visiting grandma, its kinda late and we are skipping dinner to supper at KUCHAI LAMA because sis said she wanna eat DIM SUM. Our favourite! LESS OILY STUFF and SMALL PORTION~whee!

AYI, this dim sum shop is well known in that area and never let ppl disappointed with their food. THUMBS UP~
And its located opposite papa rich and beside KK food stall. Go search and EAT it!

DIM SUM of the day~
cheong fan is a must, wu kok, some sort of sushi look fish cake, xiu mai, and my fav tao fu pok!

guess what inside the wu kok? Its not yam! Its filling taste like char siew pau filling and wrap by fried yam. YUM YUM~must try peeps.

lotus leaf rice...mum and sis fav

loh mai kai...daddy and sis fav


crstal clear pinkie har kao....mine! all mine! ichiban~


until now...the H1N1 freak still wearing it

Because u live

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
its the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pulls me back like a wake-up call
Ive been looking for the answer somewhere
i couldnt see that it was right there
but now i know, what i didnt know

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live boy
my world....has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right. i survived. i'm alive again'
cause of you, made it through every storm
what is life? whats the use?
if you're killing time

I'm so glad i found an angel
someone who ......was there when all my hopes fell
i wanna fly looking your eyes

Because you live... i live
Because you live, there's a reason why
i carry on when i lose the fight
i want to give what you've given me always...

Because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live boy
my world....has everything i need to survive
because you live... i live
i live

she's gone

she's gone,

leaving here to the happily after heaven they named it as

i thought she will be fine but after a few hour they told me her temperature is turning low and the pupil is up lifting

i get shock but kept quiet

when i reach the door, i don't even dare to see her

too many people are they, I'm afraid i will drop my tears down

i saw her from far, her breath is support by oxygen tank and breathing suffer

i went up the room and on9

telling myself everything gonna be alright

after had my dinner her eyelid closed, semi coma they called

I'm getting worried but we do nothing

there is nothing to do i should i say

i sat myself near to her, holding her hand looking at her

she's pale and cold

my tears are dropping

suddenly~the pulse are dropping

from 67-53

and suddenly...33 and go straight down slopping

my head was blank

the tears drop faster when the pulse are getting near zero

there...she's gone

in the day we should having our reunion dinner together

happy moon cake festival

i missed her

i loved her

but i never had a chance to tell how i feel

最终，我放了你和它

这个早上起得很干脆，没有赖床没有睡多一下下

这是平时不会发生在六点要起床的我

我，今天不化妆

没什么，只是知道了

最终的结果都得赤裸裸的面对

再美的面具，也是杀哪间

不是吗？

每次告诉自己，那会是最后一次

但转头又在做傻事

为的是什么？我不知道

或许那是不甘愿吧

不甘愿 我爱过他那么深

不甘愿 我把他当成未来 却换来一场梦

那天看见了他走在我面前，真想拿高跟鞋敲他给个头破血流

在停车场，我没像以往地飙泪 只有蹦蹦跳跳

这个早晨 吃着早餐
拿了电话 delete了所有的信息
那一年半的信息 千多封 还真费时
还记得那半年前的我总是拿着电话当故事书得读

看了看 笑笑
想了想 哭哭


这个下午 吃着午餐
开了电脑 上了网 一个两个三个click delete 了整个album
所以请网友们别在request和信息我要求看我的private album 了
已经彻底删除了

那一年半的回忆 15页的album 走了
分手后一直都没开过 直到 2个月后 以为要删除所以开了
哪知 我没有 反而哭了 照片还在
这次 我不知道哪来的勇气
做了 明知没copy 还是做了

看了看 想起从前
想了想 回忆淡了

原来是种自然现象
当你想忘 你忘不了
你不想忘 回忆自己溜走了
那时 从前的执著 也走了


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她不完美 她受过伤 但她仍在这里 习惯大自然循环 释放光芒

我爱他

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱